i'm just so blah...

I don't feel like putting words into sentence, sentences into paragraph. so...

* i don't know who to turn to when i feel like talking to someone, besides the bf.

* i believe that when they've trouble they'll come all the way to you, crying and crying, but after problem solved, bye-bye, can't see even a hallo or how are you, or even a shadow.

* what is there to show off if you have a bf/gf, or whether you're bi/homo/hetero? I don't get it, this seems like happening around these few years. ==" what is the point of talking out loud what you and your honey did yesterday? super sweat ==" Announce in the newspaper then.

* feels good to get compliments. who doesn't, right? i even dreamt about it. thanks to my bosses. :D

* well, my favorite quote for the week, "if you still don't get what you want or what you dream for, ask yourself whether you've work hard for it". I came out with this because i see a lot of people complaining why they still not get what they want, but i see they've put in no effort. ==" and the worst thing is, they don't realize it. super =="

* two face people. need i say more?

-the end-

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a question that i seriously wanting to know the truth

Dear ladies and gentlemen,

Please help me to answer this..

It's a very long story, please be patient:

I've been looking for part time job, which have all, or at least one from the criteria i've mentioned in the previous post <click>. One day I saw this ad posted on a website which I can't remember.


Wah, work from home! My favorite working spot, no need travel here and there, waiting for lame public transport. Some more monthly income RM1000-RM4000. Not bad.

So, I emailed the job poster and asked for more details about the job and the nature of the company. Of course, we've to know what job and company we're applying, right?

The first reply I received from them doesn't mentioned anything about their company or the job offered, they only asked whether I'm looking for a full time or part time. I asked again about the job and company. Again, they didn't answer my question, they only told me that their job scope is customer support and servicing.

Ok lah, at least I know what job I'm applying for, but to what company, is still a question mark. Until the third email, at least something, they replied me saying that they are from an International Company.

My first reaction is, "walao@, nia de, international company no name one ah?!? so mysterious for what? After 3 emails still not yet reveal." Then they ask me to attend an interview at this Raja Chulan (which is alien to me, i don't know where it is, at this Wisma Lim Foo Yong), some more 1:45 sharp.

Out of my curiosity, I asked them which company should I look for when I'm there (FYI, I'm serious for this job, but there are so many question marks in my head). And still, in their reply, they DID NOT mention anything about the company, and told me to call them when I reached there.

Walao@, who will attend a so-call-interview without knowing anything about the company? Weird. I decided to turn down their interview and email them and said I'm not going to turn up at the interview because i don't know anything about the company.

They replied:

"No problem, we're only looking for serious people to work with. If you're serious, then be there on Saturday or else do not reply anymore. Just to let you know, our company is an international company. It has been in the industry for 29 years and have branches in 70 countries"

Nia de, even the last reply still did not mention their company name, only mentioned they've 29 years of history and it's over 70 countries.

Thanks to google, i typed this into the search box:

International Company - 29 years - 70 countries

and click "pages from Malaysia"

And the result that i get:

Nia de, Herbalife, need to be so mysterious or not. Not that I don't know about this company. =="

So, ladies and gentlemen, my question is, no offends:

IS THIS HOW MLM RECRUIT PEOPLE? AND WHY IS IT SO?
OR IS THIS HOW AN INTERNATIONAL COMPANY RECRUIT PEOPLE?
OR HOW A COMPANY RECRUIT PEOPLE?

-the end-

I appreciate and welcome every comment. Domo arigato gozaimatsu!!!

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my very depressing story

i failed to cook a bowl of maggi. What happened yesterday was, my bowl of maggi is so tasteless, although i've put in the whole packet of MSG. Whole packet. The soup was so pale. Obviously, i've put too much of water.

Failure.

And in the end, i've to throw the whole bowl away, because i can't even swallow it. I'm such a failed cook.

But I managed to cook a very delicious omelette.

Blah....i've nothing to say anymore. I've a boring life ><

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this is why i'm gaining my weight...

by the bf...

this is seriously yummy... I swear...

See how many prawns and squids in it?
And the greens?

Home cooked food, my all time favorite. I'm kinda worried of my hair loss day by day. The volume of my hair stuck in the toilet scares me. :X That's why i'm going for Ajinomoto-less food nowadays.

:D if everynight, i had my tummy full like tonight, i'll surely become a pig, no doubts.

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complete shit

I WONDER WHY PEOPLE ARE SO SELFISH?

THEYWANTED,ORBETTERCALLEDDEMANDEDUSTOLISTENTOTHEM, BUTTHEYTURNTHEIRBACKWHENTHEYDOESN'TWANTUSTOLISTENANYMORE. I WONDER,WHAT THEYWANTUSTODO?

THE MORAL OF THE STORY:

BETTER DON'T MIND OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESS

a small reminder for MYSELF

sometimes, we've to learn to let go
sometimes, we've to learn to be proud and selfish
sometimes, things that you think that are right to do might turn out the other way round.

what life is, without ups and downs, without a little hiccups?
we grew up from there, don't we?
we might be on the right track, we might not be,
but,
at least, we've tried.

people back off,
they are afraid to leave their comfort zone,
they are used to being spoon fed
they are used to being pampered
and the worst thing is,
they are not aware of it.
and I,
might be one of them, who knows?

i belief,
everyone is special in their own way.
why do i have to stand on the same spot,
watching people turning their backs on me,
and all i can do is grieving over it?
life goes on.
you might be someone to them at this moment, you might not be the very next.
there's no need to make a big fuss over it.

and now i realized,
i've to do what's good for me
and for THOSE who really cares about me
and i'm going to limit the size of my circle of trust
trusting those who doesn't worth my trust really makes me an idiot.

*P/S: I'M NOT REFLECTING ANYONE HERE. SO, IF YOU FELT HURT ABOUT THIS POST, YOU MIGHT HAVE TO THINK IT OVER YOURSELF.

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a must watch clips

Ladies and gentlemen...

I'm going to introduce you this cute aunty. I actually googled and youtubed her. I can't stop myself laughing. :D



*p/s: You've to be able to know and understand Hokkien to understand this clip. *

I promise, this will make your day wonderful.

This is the aunty that I mentioned. So cute.



I'm loving Penang Hokkien slang. I con't care, I'm going to Penang next trip, to visit this aunty at Jalan Selamat, and try her Bakhu (Meatfloss)

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